This is me putting my thoughts into words, five weeks post-race.
I’m not quite sure where to begin, so I’ll unconventionally begin at the end. I’ve never felt stronger at the end of a race, and it feels so good to be able to say that.
That Saturday morning, after being rushed and panicked at the start line with too few port-a-potties, my gear bag unchecked, my fuel not ready and stuffed in my sports bra, my ipod not ready to go in my armband, I finally made it to the start line with three minutes to spare. The weather was cool and crisp, ideal race-day conditions.
I didn’t have any goals for this race until about four days before race day. You see, I wasn’t planning on training for a marathon this summer, I thought I’d save it until just before the end of the year. My only summer running plans were to keep my weekly mileage around 35-40 miles. For my body to maintain the new{ish} mileage, I couldn’t focus on speed work until I adjusted and was feeling comfortable. When I signed up for the race, I had 4 or 5 weeks to get in a couple longer runs, with my highest weekly mileage peak at 50 miles. Basically, I wasn’t training for a PR, but [spoiler] I was by no means complaining when I walked away with one.
My only real concern going into this race was the altitude being at 5,500 ft compared to my training at sea level all summer, so I wanted to be conservative. I was only running this for the miles, right? I started the race with the 4:00-hr pace group and felt comfortable. My legs felt good, lungs felt good, I was enjoying myself and the mountain scenery was beautiful. I wasn’t the biggest fan of the 4-hr pacers [they were pacing about 30 seconds/mile faster than they should’ve in my non-professional opinion] and I was feeling great, so I caught up with the 3:55hr pace group. At about mile eight my IT band started bugging me–I was caught off-guard and was trying hard to not let it psych me out so early into the race. I rolled with it and figured I’d know if it was of real concern later. Mile 11 rolls around and I felt my stomach churn. Fantastic. This is what happens when you don’t have time to finish your business before a race because the port-a-potty lines were forever long. My time at the half-marathon split was 1:58:xx and I thought it was as good time as any for a pit stop. Once I was out and running again, I spent the next few miles slowly trying to catch up to the 3:55 group, but I never quite caught up. Instead I comfortably coasted right in front of the 4-hr group.
My IT band pain never quite left me. From the time it started hurting at mile 8, the pain was a constant 4-5 on a scale out of 10 [on a scale of ‘how bad my IT band could have been hurting’ and not ‘worst pain I could ever imagine’] with surges of pain that were 8 out of 10. Make sense? It’s amazing what adrenaline and a little determination can get you through. Had my IT band been bothering me this bad on any training run, I most likely would have stopped and called for a ride home.
The miles rolled by, I turned my ipod on just after mile 17, and I was still feeling good. The first 15 miles were a rolling downhill terrain, that turned into a flat course with a couple hills at mile 19 and 22. It could have been in my head, but I wasn’t feeling much effect from the altitude until the course was flat and had those two hills at the end. That or I was just getting tired from already running 20 miles. Probably both. Yeah, definitely both. But I’m convinced the beginning downhill miles made all the difference for my victimized lungs.
I saw my main squeeze cheering for me at mile 22, which made my eyes tear like a little girl. I always get excited to see him on the course, it’s just the boost I need. At mile 24 I realized I was most likely going to break 4 hrs and I can’t even describe what I felt. It was a combination of excitement, disbelief, and confidence. I knew my body was capable of doing it, my mind just needed the proof. Hope that made sense. I crossed the finish line with a PR of 3:59:09. I was elated. I was sweaty. I was emotional. The areas on my body that chaffed, they were stinging. It was a magical moment to say the least.
Once I stopped, my IT band hurt even more. After grabbing my banana, a handful of goldfish, and chugging a chocolate milk, I had the race medics wrap ice packs around my knee. When I saw my husband I got teary eyed all over again. I could see it on his face that he was proud of me, and that look just makes a girl feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I’m so cheesy.
marathon #3…done!